Where to begin again? Two weeks ago my Mom was down visiting for a few days. On Thursday the 17th we got a call as we were shopping in St.George that Grandma Nellie wasn't doing well. A half hour later my Aunt Janet called to let us know Grandma Nellie had passed away. The news was bitter sweet. We were glad that Grandma was able to finally be reunited with Grandpa Lloyd and my Dad. But she will be missed. She was the center of the Hatch Family. Life won't be the same with out her. But we know she is happy and enjoying her time with loved ones. She finally is able to meet her Mother. The mother that died while giving birth to her. What a marvelous reunion that was! Grandma Nellie was an amazing woman and her legacy will live on in her posterity!
I would LOVE to say that Cole is doing well and getting better but that is just not so. He still is positive, upbeat and doing his best. He is now confined to his bed but makes the most of it. He studies when he is not sleeping. We have started reading a book together when I visit. I can't think of the name right now but it is the "Mormon" version of the Screw Tape Letters by C.S. Lewis. Chris Himerdinger wrote it. We are enjoying it.
Taleena is taking such good care of Cole and Aspen. I often wonder how she stays so strong. I know we have all been blessed with comfort and a certain amount of peace but she is with Cole 24/7 and I know it takes a toll on her. I think we are all trying to make the most of each day. Each day is a blessing. We all just keep waiting for him to start getting better. But for now his body is not showing progress. His right leg is starting to go numb as well. His organs are not functioning properly which causes grief, some times more than others. Two days ago he got a new apparatus to add to his collection, a sea-pap breathing machine. He wears his regular oxygen when he is eating and visiting, other wise (starting yesterday) he uses the new mask that covers his nose and mouth, it forces a lot more air into his lungs. My Dad would use his at night.
Going back a few weeks, when Cole was still able to get up and go from the bedroom to the living room, Duke went by to visit and Cole was in his suit and tie. Duke asked him what was going on and Cole told him he got a call from his good friend and neighbor, Jaimie. Jaimie needed a blessing. He got on his suit and he and Taleena went right over. Taleena sat behind Cole as he gave the blessing and was there to catch or steady him if he lost his balance. (They make a good team :) )
I am finishing up that book, What's on the other side? By Brent L. Top. I have gained insight, peace and perspective as I have read this book. One thing that stood out to me today was, as we gain more understanding of death we will better live today. When we see the eternal perspective it helps us want to live better today and prepare ourselves for the next life. Another good book to help with perspective and to face the adversary is, Putting on the Armor of God, by Steven A. Cramer. Great book, I need to read that one again.
Enjoy your day! Remember each day is a blessing. Our friends and loved ones, here with us and those beyond the veil are watching over us and helping us!
Sunday, October 27, 2013
Wednesday, October 16, 2013
My days and weeks are running together. Things that happen a week and two weeks ago seem like yesterday. And at other times it seems like several weeks have passed.
Last week is a blur so I'll start with 2 weeks ago when we found out about Cole's last prognosis. On Saturday when we went to the temple we came back to Cedar and Cole received another blessing confirming what was said in the first blessing. This helped us regroup and continue in faith that he could overcome the cancer. A few days later Ethan checked Cole's oxygen levels and they were up.!! Medically this didn't make sense. The next day they had him turn off his oxygen for 1/2 an hour and then checked the oxygen levels again. The levels were still up!!
By the end of the week Cole started getting sick and vomiting about once or twice a day. But they changed his pain medication and we were waiting for things to improve.
Saturday October 5th Kjerstin was having a Birthday Party for Sophie. She is now a big 2! We all headed over to Enterprise to party! My Mom and Dad were able to come down and they beat everyone to the party and had some time alone with Kjerstin and her little family. Grandma Mary was a big help to Kjerstin putting on the last touches for the party. When we got there, after listening to the first session of conference, the party was just beginning. I walked in and went over to Grandpa Newell and gave him a hug. He didn't look very good. His color was not quite right and he was having a hard time catching his breath. He had just been up and was trying to get his breath back. I talked to him for a few minutes and then went to help Kjerstin with "duck , duck, goose". Sophie then started opening her gifts. Dad was still uncomfortable. We opened up the doors to get the air circulating and it seemed to help Dad some. He was able to relax a bit. Grandma kept asking him if he wanted to leave. He wanted to stay for a while but after a few minutes he decided they should go. Duke and Kurtis helped him out to the car. When Dad is having a hard time breathing it usually helps when they get into the car and get the air conditioner blowing on high then he is able to relax and start breathing better. This is what we figured would happen and he would be OK. As Mom ran back into the house to get her things and say good bye I leaned into the car and said good bye to Dad and he was feeling bad that he couldn't stay. I told him that he had done all he could and that is was good that he had been able to come. Mom came out I guided them out of the driveway and I waved good bye. Dad passed away on their way to Cedar. His passing was peaceful. He didn't struggle for air as he thought he would when the end came. This was a blessing for him and all of us that he was able to just slip away. Looking back, as hard as it was for Mom to be alone with Dad as he passed, she knows he didn't struggle and this is a comfort.
The next week is the blur. Getting ready for the funeral was comforting during the times we were reminiscing, hard when we had to face the reality of what we were planning.
As the viewings took place there was such an amazing amount of support. And even before the viewing many family and friends came by the house to give support and love and lots of food. :)
The funeral went very well. The weather was beautiful, a nice fall day Dad would have enjoyed.
To catch up with Cole... it is very difficult. Last year it was easy compared to this go around because I knew basically what his routine was, when he would be feeling really sick and when a few good days were coming. This is a whole new ball game. It is a real roller coaster. His lungs seem to be staying about the same. He seems to breath a little heavier now but he says they seem about the same. The hard thing to watch is that he is his left leg and foot are numb again. He has lost a lot of weight and he is very weak. When I get worried Cole tells me, "Mom, faith and fear cannot exist at the same time." So we are choosing FAITH!
Last week is a blur so I'll start with 2 weeks ago when we found out about Cole's last prognosis. On Saturday when we went to the temple we came back to Cedar and Cole received another blessing confirming what was said in the first blessing. This helped us regroup and continue in faith that he could overcome the cancer. A few days later Ethan checked Cole's oxygen levels and they were up.!! Medically this didn't make sense. The next day they had him turn off his oxygen for 1/2 an hour and then checked the oxygen levels again. The levels were still up!!
By the end of the week Cole started getting sick and vomiting about once or twice a day. But they changed his pain medication and we were waiting for things to improve.
Saturday October 5th Kjerstin was having a Birthday Party for Sophie. She is now a big 2! We all headed over to Enterprise to party! My Mom and Dad were able to come down and they beat everyone to the party and had some time alone with Kjerstin and her little family. Grandma Mary was a big help to Kjerstin putting on the last touches for the party. When we got there, after listening to the first session of conference, the party was just beginning. I walked in and went over to Grandpa Newell and gave him a hug. He didn't look very good. His color was not quite right and he was having a hard time catching his breath. He had just been up and was trying to get his breath back. I talked to him for a few minutes and then went to help Kjerstin with "duck , duck, goose". Sophie then started opening her gifts. Dad was still uncomfortable. We opened up the doors to get the air circulating and it seemed to help Dad some. He was able to relax a bit. Grandma kept asking him if he wanted to leave. He wanted to stay for a while but after a few minutes he decided they should go. Duke and Kurtis helped him out to the car. When Dad is having a hard time breathing it usually helps when they get into the car and get the air conditioner blowing on high then he is able to relax and start breathing better. This is what we figured would happen and he would be OK. As Mom ran back into the house to get her things and say good bye I leaned into the car and said good bye to Dad and he was feeling bad that he couldn't stay. I told him that he had done all he could and that is was good that he had been able to come. Mom came out I guided them out of the driveway and I waved good bye. Dad passed away on their way to Cedar. His passing was peaceful. He didn't struggle for air as he thought he would when the end came. This was a blessing for him and all of us that he was able to just slip away. Looking back, as hard as it was for Mom to be alone with Dad as he passed, she knows he didn't struggle and this is a comfort.
The next week is the blur. Getting ready for the funeral was comforting during the times we were reminiscing, hard when we had to face the reality of what we were planning.
As the viewings took place there was such an amazing amount of support. And even before the viewing many family and friends came by the house to give support and love and lots of food. :)
The funeral went very well. The weather was beautiful, a nice fall day Dad would have enjoyed.
To catch up with Cole... it is very difficult. Last year it was easy compared to this go around because I knew basically what his routine was, when he would be feeling really sick and when a few good days were coming. This is a whole new ball game. It is a real roller coaster. His lungs seem to be staying about the same. He seems to breath a little heavier now but he says they seem about the same. The hard thing to watch is that he is his left leg and foot are numb again. He has lost a lot of weight and he is very weak. When I get worried Cole tells me, "Mom, faith and fear cannot exist at the same time." So we are choosing FAITH!
Sunday, September 29, 2013
Dear Family and Friends,
What a crazy few weeks we have had with many ups and downs. First of all I would like to say that yesterday Adelyn went through the temple! It was wonderful to have those that were able to be there to support her! What a blessing to have her make that step and make those covenants! All our children were there, 5 inside the temple and 3 waiting outside. What a beautiful day and experience.
It was also a very emotional day. Knowing the blessings of the gospel are comforting and bring us peace.
Yesterday as Cole was reminded of all who have and are still praying for him made him very emotional, which in turn made all of us emotional. What gratitude we have for Heavenly Father's plan for each of us, for His plan of salvation and eternal families!
Our crazy few weeks started out by the news that Cole's cancer is back if full force. The tests showed that the cancer is basically everywhere, giving him less then a year to live. In only a week and a half he started having a harder time breathing so we arranged for him to be on oxygen. The Dr. at that time suggested that Hospice come in and help them. I was not in favor with having hospice because of the stigma of death being associated with Hospice. The Dr. set up a time for someone from hospice to go and visit with Cole and Taleena. After Ethan visited with them Cole and Taleena felt very comfortable with his assistance. If they felt good then I could too. The rest of the family met Ethan the next day. Heavenly Father puts people into our lives for a reason and Ethan has been a blessing.
On Thursday they did a chest X-ray that showed the cancer had quadrupled. The oncologist said he has 2 weeks to live. What a crushing blow. It took a day or two to regroup and remember God is in charge and he has a plan for Cole. Our faith is comforting us and we are enjoying life and realizing blessings from this trial. Our faith is becoming stronger and stronger as well as our reliance on a loving Heavenly Father and His plan.
If you know Cole and Taleena, their are amazing!! They have a tremendous amount of faith. After the first news of the cancer coming back which was on a Thursday, we then fasted and prayed and felt comfort and a renewed faith from a priesthood blessing. On Monday I thought it would be a good idea to have a family activity for FHE. I called Cole and he said they would not be able to make it because they had invited some neighbors over for dinner and FHE, then he was going on splits with the missionaries!! Cancer isn't stopping them!
Today Cole and Taleena's ward had a special fast. Many others are also fasting and praying. Thanks you all for your support and love. I know God hears and answers our prayers and rocognizes our fasts. He loves us! I am so grateful for our Savior Jesus Christ, His gospel and all he has done for each and every one of us.
What a crazy few weeks we have had with many ups and downs. First of all I would like to say that yesterday Adelyn went through the temple! It was wonderful to have those that were able to be there to support her! What a blessing to have her make that step and make those covenants! All our children were there, 5 inside the temple and 3 waiting outside. What a beautiful day and experience.
It was also a very emotional day. Knowing the blessings of the gospel are comforting and bring us peace.
Yesterday as Cole was reminded of all who have and are still praying for him made him very emotional, which in turn made all of us emotional. What gratitude we have for Heavenly Father's plan for each of us, for His plan of salvation and eternal families!
Our crazy few weeks started out by the news that Cole's cancer is back if full force. The tests showed that the cancer is basically everywhere, giving him less then a year to live. In only a week and a half he started having a harder time breathing so we arranged for him to be on oxygen. The Dr. at that time suggested that Hospice come in and help them. I was not in favor with having hospice because of the stigma of death being associated with Hospice. The Dr. set up a time for someone from hospice to go and visit with Cole and Taleena. After Ethan visited with them Cole and Taleena felt very comfortable with his assistance. If they felt good then I could too. The rest of the family met Ethan the next day. Heavenly Father puts people into our lives for a reason and Ethan has been a blessing.
On Thursday they did a chest X-ray that showed the cancer had quadrupled. The oncologist said he has 2 weeks to live. What a crushing blow. It took a day or two to regroup and remember God is in charge and he has a plan for Cole. Our faith is comforting us and we are enjoying life and realizing blessings from this trial. Our faith is becoming stronger and stronger as well as our reliance on a loving Heavenly Father and His plan.
If you know Cole and Taleena, their are amazing!! They have a tremendous amount of faith. After the first news of the cancer coming back which was on a Thursday, we then fasted and prayed and felt comfort and a renewed faith from a priesthood blessing. On Monday I thought it would be a good idea to have a family activity for FHE. I called Cole and he said they would not be able to make it because they had invited some neighbors over for dinner and FHE, then he was going on splits with the missionaries!! Cancer isn't stopping them!
Today Cole and Taleena's ward had a special fast. Many others are also fasting and praying. Thanks you all for your support and love. I know God hears and answers our prayers and rocognizes our fasts. He loves us! I am so grateful for our Savior Jesus Christ, His gospel and all he has done for each and every one of us.
Thursday, September 12, 2013
Can"t Sleep... Thought I could catch up on the Lovell Happenings. In the last post we were waiting to find out where Addy was being called to serve. She opened her call last week with many freinds and family anxious to find out... she has been called to serve in the Bajia Blanca, Argentina Mission. Her departure date is the 23rd of October. That is pretty quick but she already has a passport so we think that is why she is able to leave so soon. We will be busy getting her ready.
Cole had his scans done a little earlier then they were first scheduled. He has been in a lot of pain and we needed to find out why. We are praying it is the nerves healing that is causeing the pain. Also I think now that he is trying to get back into a regular schedule it is taking a toll on the weak parts of his body. We should know the results of the tests Friday.
Kjertin and Sophie are spending a few days with us and Sophie is keeping us very entertained!
Cole had his scans done a little earlier then they were first scheduled. He has been in a lot of pain and we needed to find out why. We are praying it is the nerves healing that is causeing the pain. Also I think now that he is trying to get back into a regular schedule it is taking a toll on the weak parts of his body. We should know the results of the tests Friday.
Kjertin and Sophie are spending a few days with us and Sophie is keeping us very entertained!
Sunday, September 1, 2013
Hello,
Where do I start? School is back in session. I have such a cute group of kiddos! They are so eager to learn. Daniel started HIGH SCHOOL... is that possible? He is attending Success Academy in the afternoons and CVHS in the mornings. And YES he has been very busy with homework. Every night from day one he has spent cracking the books. I am proud of him for staying on top of things.
kaitlyn is now in 5th grade and is also doing well. Erika and Cole are attending SUU. Kjerstin is extremely happy that she has graduated and can be home with Sophie! Life is very exciting and nerve racking for Adelyn right now.... her mission call is sitting on the counter calling to me to open it. But I will be strong. Adelyn is at work on the ranch. She comes home tomorrow or possible Tuesday and she will open it then. We are all eager to have her read her letter from the first presidency!! The next few months will be interesting.... I'll just leave it at that for now.
Duke just got back last night from an AMMA ride (all mens motorcycle adventure). They went to Colorado, had a great ride and saw some beautiful scenery.
Where do I start? School is back in session. I have such a cute group of kiddos! They are so eager to learn. Daniel started HIGH SCHOOL... is that possible? He is attending Success Academy in the afternoons and CVHS in the mornings. And YES he has been very busy with homework. Every night from day one he has spent cracking the books. I am proud of him for staying on top of things.
kaitlyn is now in 5th grade and is also doing well. Erika and Cole are attending SUU. Kjerstin is extremely happy that she has graduated and can be home with Sophie! Life is very exciting and nerve racking for Adelyn right now.... her mission call is sitting on the counter calling to me to open it. But I will be strong. Adelyn is at work on the ranch. She comes home tomorrow or possible Tuesday and she will open it then. We are all eager to have her read her letter from the first presidency!! The next few months will be interesting.... I'll just leave it at that for now.
Duke just got back last night from an AMMA ride (all mens motorcycle adventure). They went to Colorado, had a great ride and saw some beautiful scenery.
Tuesday, August 6, 2013
Life is going very nicely. Cole, Taleena and Aspen were living with us until yesterday. I will honestly say I will miss them. It was good to have them here and it was especially great to get to love on Aspen. She's a cutie. Cole and Taleena were very helpful while they were here. Cole and Daniel helped me prepare a spot for an herb garden. Then Cole and I planted the herb garden while Taleena made a delicious dinner.
Yesterday they moved into their apartment. I know they were so excited to be able to get all their things out of storage and get back to their "pre-cancer" life! Thanks to Duke, Kurtis, Daniel and Andrew Christensen they got everything moved. The girls helped Taleena clean and get a few things organized.
Cole and Aspen had colds coming on and today when I called Cole didn't sound too great. He probably overdid it yesterday. Hopefully the colds will not last long.
Yesterday they moved into their apartment. I know they were so excited to be able to get all their things out of storage and get back to their "pre-cancer" life! Thanks to Duke, Kurtis, Daniel and Andrew Christensen they got everything moved. The girls helped Taleena clean and get a few things organized.
Cole and Aspen had colds coming on and today when I called Cole didn't sound too great. He probably overdid it yesterday. Hopefully the colds will not last long.
Thursday, June 27, 2013
I posted on Facebook the news about Cole and just remembered for those of you not on Facebook I needed to tell you the wonderful news. Cole's cancer is officially in REMISSION!!! We are feeling very happy and blessed! Cole's platelets were low so he needed a transfusion so they will leave his port in for two weeks and then he will get it out. He is excited to get that out. Then the first part of July sometime Cole, Taleena and Aspen will move back to Cedar... oh happy day!
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